Sunday, November 18, 2007

her rantings

hav u any idea how influential it is a blog (speaking of famous bloggers, ofcos). there is one tat saves life, or atlis, make a difference in a person's life - Marina Mahathir's:
"Melina Jokita, the 14-year old East Timorese girl who has been here for some time waiting to have a heart operation. The only reason she could not have it at the time was lack of money. So, I set up an appeal for her through this blog to try and get 1000 of you to donate RM20 each so that we could raise RM20,000. Well, you responded so generously that we have managed to raise RM30,653!!!"
anwy, i NEED a break from my daily routine. i needa go away. where to, i dont know. i need to clear the air above my head! haha... i rili do needa go away. i need a place alone. (and so far, i only manage the most 'alone' most personal time, wen im in my car - driving, ofcos. and tat is why my speed is according to my mood! not tat i speed as in fast-speedin speed). ah... life is complicated. no, i am complicated. and things are complicated for me & me alone now. i hate it. i need distractions. i RILI do need distractions. bad or good, i dun rili care. as long as they can take my mind off wadever it is tat is soooo buggin me these few days! from a shoutout i came across, "what tat does not kill u will only make u stronger". im in the middle part of tat whole process, still. argh! (no Q&A for this section).
tat aside, its a monday already. happy monday, ppl!

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

since its a no Q&A entry..i would just like to say.."take it easy gal! GOD makes rain and shine but rainbow too!" Cheers

Pearpear said...

AIsi!!!
u quoted MM's words in 2nd para, masi?

i read n read.....
till the end....
but even at 3rd para....
i was asking myself...
"eh, how come MM's blug words styling is sooooooo much like yours????, or vice versa"

LOL....
then, only then...i noticed
the lil "xxxx" for the 2nd para!
LOL!!!!

HAK SI WA!

Pearpear said...

YEAP! what Eil said is so so true...
You should ask Z how many times it rained on him oredi.....still,
his determination and willpower are still a lot a lot stronger than mine.....
and he too, believes in 'sunshine' and 'rainbows'.....

:)

Anonymous said...

joey: thanks =)

gingerous: no problem about the comment above. i have quite a number of EMO entries under 'Life Documentary' as well. been through lotsa 'down' times these years but what i wanna say is, i still survive so can you. cheers.